Mind Journeys and Heart Adventures

It’s clear I still have an ounce of care. I miss it. Eff meee -_________-

It sucks when you sit alone and ponder on life. You start to realize what used to be and now its gone. People may not understand the concept or the situation and that just means you have to let it go and move on. Change is inevitable, so its up to you to roll with it . And the best thing to do is to slowly adapt to it. Yeah, its not easy, but it is possible. It’ll take a while for your mind to adjust but eventually, you’ll get over it .

Kinda surprised you’re consistent after all I’ve done. Out of all people, I’m kinda glad you are. Times have been rough lately and I’m kinda starting to remember what used to be. Its a pretty good feeling because I slowly forget what my mind was bitching about. More and more each day I’m opening my mind and I’m thankful for it. Not being able to sleep for the past few days were tough but I think today will be better. I’m starting to be more patient day by day, understanding you little by little. It’s not easy but I’m done. Done with how my mind used to work with the relationships I have. I’m letting go, letting lose, and take whatever comes. I can’t care anymore.

This is life now, accept the unexpected

Time to time moments are intercepted Can win it all yet can’t lose them all either. That means its time to move meanwhile take another breather.

It’s not the easiest move to make Gotta have a plan, be persistent and patiently wait.

No time to look back it’ll all be waste I’m gonna keep facing forward and keep a steady pace.

As much as it hurts to keep my mind completely clear Just need to focus on a goal to neglect what was the rear.

Welcome to this “new” life Where the mindset decreases fear Lets hope it lasts I can’t shed another tear.

This is the time where I think and find my inner grAttitude to help me feed off negativity. Dear number one listener, time to here me rant and such, here I go…

It’s pretty late and I can’t sleep. Yeah I’d say there are things on my mind but this time I won’t weep. Sure it’s a struggle but something I can handle. This is what life is, taking what is thrown at you learning to deal with it with the best way you can. I have to stand my ground and start letting go more, being more care free. I have to focus on me and do my own thing like I have been doing. As much as I notice slight changes here and there, I have to learn to adapt to it. There’s always goob be something or someone to bring me down and that’s where I need to start caring less. I worry to much about other people at this point I don’t give a fuck. People can judge or underestimate as much as they can and when they do they obviously don’t really know me and that’s we’re I walk away. Point is, I’ll shoot for my goals, if my “social” life sucks, knowing I pretty much have myself, aspt least I know I can’t count on myself. I’m independent and people may not understand that, so I gonna do my best and not care. Anyways, life is what you make it, and I will make every moment count.

My mind wanders so far at night. And now it’s starting to do during the day. What’s wrong with me. Just felt like some negative energy came in. I think I’m starting to forget the important things in life. Lately when I got home, things feel different to a point where I rather go back to. I don’t have very many people to here to talk to, I feel like I’m in a jail cell. I do wanna persist with my change, yet some things change the game. I hate getting pissed at people and I can’t even tell them because I avoid starting arguments. Too much negative energy, that means its time for bed. Good night, hopefully I wake up reenergized.